Returning to the River
I spent the last year studying the mind. Now I'm making space to listen to the soul again.
For a long time, I’ve lived with an internal split.
One part of me is deeply rational. She loves psychology, neuroscience, behavioral science, and understanding how change happens through the mind and nervous system.
Another part speaks a different language entirely. She is drawn to symbolism, intuition, spirituality, astrology, and the invisible energy that shape our lives.
For years, I’ve tried to make these two parts coexist. Sometimes successfully. Sometimes not.
Over the past year, I leaned heavily toward science. It gave me structure, credibility, and a solid foundation. But somewhere along the way, I lost touch with something essential.
I lost touch with my soul.
The publication is called Soul Meets Science, yet lately I’ve been writing mostly from one side of that equation.
So I’m taking a pause, because I’m listening more closely to where this work wants to go.
I don’t know exactly what this next chapter will look like. I only know that I want to give myself permission to speak more openly from the spiritual side of my experience. To explore energy, intuition, consciousness, and healing without constantly translating everything into the language of science first.
Psychology will remain one of my grounding shores.
But I want to allow the river to flow again.
Maybe every Substack expert would tell me this is the wrong kind of post because it isn’t about you - my audience. It’s about me.
And they’re probably right.
But this is the post I need to write.
Thank you for being here while I find my way into the next version of this work.
Love,
Talia




Thank you for writing this post. It just found me, and the timing seems right. A few days ago I wrote from different angle to what I used to because I felt like I needed to. It was personal, a reflection, a realisation. It was about turning towards the connection with my soul, my joy, and turning away from the pressure of society. I had the same thought - a post not turned towards audience but an introspective one.
I do believe these kind of posts do matter. Writing from the rational, logical angle, writing for the audience, but on the way losing the connection with yourself is not why we are here. And for me, opening up like this means much more than thousand tips on how to live better because I believe it naturally leads us to reflecting on our own life, think about our journey and if we might have lost ourselves without realising until we stopped and thought about it.
Im glad you shared! 🤍💚
I think it brings you closer to your community when you are honest and open with where you are at and moving through in real time! Good on you girl!
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